Dried
tears on my eyes, i can wash as often as i like
If
we broke up now, it would be because you are not consistent.
steadily
unreliable
I'll
trust you to change your mind, never how or why
it'll be because
you are hard, and I am soft.
and you are lazy, and so am
i
because this is so
much work
most of all
because you tell me to do what I want,
to go about my life as I
please, but you criticize every step,
and i take it.
you and your opinions.. your honest dissappointments, your hungry stomach
your crooked
smile
The
only way to hold on, as my examples do,
is by looking at you like a pet or a child.. that's unkind
Let's
go
So
what if i'm a little sad, life isn't red or green in itself.
How
i envy those that stopped searching.
In
winter, tears are rain, and in summer sweat.
my brain that tries so
hard
my heart that tries to
train
but to me it's all the same
It'll
be because you can never admit that something could also be wrong we you.
unshakeble
self-confidence, evidence of lack of self-knowledge.
You
think yourself the only sane person, but in stead you are the broken finger.
anger is
sometimes untameable, so what if i am a little violent sometimes?
We
will not break up, i will.
It'll
be because you want to change everything about me
You'll
have to beg, but i fear you won't
Meaning
i cannot break up for i fear it might be too easy
It'll
be because you can never show emotions, show that something is wrong to your
friends..
what if anyone
notices you are shit at relationships
?
would you try to
get me back ?
at least someone in my life
promised me she would fight..
how i wish my voice wouldn't
break so easily.