Dried tears on my eyes, i can wash as often as i like

 

If we broke up now, it would be because you are not consistent.

 

steadily unreliable 

I'll trust you to change your mind, never how or why

 

it'll be because you are hard, and I am soft. 

and you are lazy, and so am i 

because this is so much work

 

most of all because you tell me to do what I want,

to go about my life as I please, but you criticize every step,

and i take it.

you and your opinions.. your honest dissappointments, your hungry stomach

your crooked smile

 

The only way to hold on, as my examples do, is by looking at you like a pet or a child.. that's unkind

 

Let's go

 

So what if i'm a little sad, life isn't red or green in itself.

 

How i envy those that stopped searching.

 

In winter, tears are rain, and in summer sweat.

 

my brain that tries so hard 

my heart that tries to train

but to me it's all the same

 

It'll be because you can never admit that something could also be wrong we you.

unshakeble self-confidence, evidence of lack of self-knowledge.

You think yourself the only sane person, but in stead you are the broken finger.

anger is sometimes untameable, so what if i am a little violent sometimes?

 

We will not break up, i will.

 

It'll be because you want to change everything about me

 

You'll have to beg, but i fear you won't

Meaning i cannot break up for i fear it might be too easy

 

It'll be because you can never show emotions, show that something is wrong to your friends..

what if anyone notices you are shit at relationships  ?

 

would you try to get me back ?

 

at least someone in my life promised me she would fight..

how i wish my voice wouldn't break so easily.