I should be less transparent, less fluid

More opaque, more siruppy

maybe if i drink less, I can be more solid

it will be good to be more sirup-like,

spend more time knowing what I want..

find out what I'm like, it's what i like

in stead of tentacling all over others and you especially.

so I should cover more of me .

maybe if I smoke less i can be more clear about what comes first in mind.

and spend more time asleep and dreaming.

don't look so far ahead. learn to look sideways more often.

make the now a comfortable place, at home or on the road.

I am a vat of accumulating knowledge,

somebloody punch some wholes in me so I can start leaking !!

 As long as she keeps her mouth shut, she can be whoever I want

value added dreaming is it

Crying on my guitar, dancing on my drums

Who doesn't need someone to play for  ?

Who doesn't need a mental pacifier